Immaturity.

After already erasing a million novels I've wrote for the first blog, let's try again.

Immature things that happen in high school I will one day look back on and laugh at...hopefully. But, right now, it's my reality and it sucks. (No, this isn't one of those things where I talk about how much I hate my life or any sort of thing like that.) Lately, it feels like everytime I try I am kicked back down by someone who may, or may not do it on purpose. There's this girl that I had considered my best friend since Freshman year (we're seniors now) and I recently have chosen to not associate with her. Another one of my good friends had done the same things awhile back, so I'm not alone. Anyways, I just got fed up with all the lies and manipulation that came with her friendship and I realized all the friendship I lost or could have had wasn't worth it.

There's a new boy in town, Finn, who I am determined to go out with, and unfortunately Ashley is after him too. At first, things were looking pretty good for me, until she came it and slapped me in the face (not literally of course). Now, it's like I am invisible to him and once again she won...yay. It's just one big hot mess. Her friend is talking to his brother but he's too old to get into our dance at school so Ashley's been persuading Finn to ask her friend instead. But, it's OBVIOUS I want him to ask me. Are you with me? (Told you it was immature)

I really don't care if I'm being immature or not. This is my life, and even as a Senior, things can get pretty stupid. Everyone tells me I should just get on with my life and leave it alone. But, for some reason, I can't swallow my pride on this one. I refuse to let her win, yet again.